I Miss YOU

I miss YOU so much, i miss YOU everyday, YOU are always in my heart, I hope that YOU still be here now...

I'm so regret because i never take any photo with her, my lovely late great granny. She leave us more than one year already, i never stop missing her these years. everytime when i miss her, i will cry, this is the way how i miss her.

Before she gone, she was sicked heavily, i was so worried that time, even my family. Everyday when i go to school, i feel so scare, because i scare that she will leave me, i want her, because i miss her. She is a nice great granny, she love everyone of us. I still remember that she always ask me whether i got enough pocket money to use or not, ask me whether still got gastric or not because she know that i always don't want eat on time and many many... That time i felt that she was very FAN, I never try to appreciate what she gave me before, but now... I'm so regret, i always asking myself why I did such stupid things before. I feel bad now, really...

When i still a little girl, she always buy the sweets for me, she just very sayang me, always play with me, buy the toys for me, I will always remember it, she gave me a good memory. When i just get my driving lisence, the first thing that appeared in my mind is I want to fetch my late great granny to many places, but it was too late, she was sicked heavily when i just get the lisence. Sometimes, she can't even remember who am I, i cried... It was so hurt.

Now I realized that i still got many things which i haven't share with her, happiness, sadness...
Can YOU hear me there? Do YOU know that we all miss YOU so much?

I wish...
I can spend more time with her

I can fetch her to many places

I can see her for another day

She can hear me

She can see my picture of graduation

She never leave us

many and many...

I really miss YOU much....