Sadness...

I am not happy today, i'm not feeling well, gastric for many days already, but he never concern me (maybe he got, but i can't feel it).

When I on the way back home, i called him, i know he at airport that time but he just give me a cool cool response. he asked me what time is the tomorrow class, i told him at 10am and he told me that he got a replacement class at 11am, so i just ask him to fetch me since i'm not feeling well, but he is rejected me. Suddenly, i feel that i'm really not the most important to him, i think this is a fact. He gave me a reason that our classes time not match, then i said i can wait him, but he said he want to give me more freedom to do my stuff!! Wtf!! I say that i want to wait him, that is because i want to spend more time with him since this few days i don't have time to accompany him.

I don't know what is happening between both of us. I feel that he never know how to maintain the relationship, my heart is pain, really... Tell me that what should I do, I just want to know how does he feel, I want him happy. And... sumthing that i never tell him, i have done many things to try to make him happy, but he just never realize, I also don't want to tell him, because i think keep it as a secret will be much better...