HIM>The Very Important Person.

I don't know what is going on this few days, all the problems just like came together... make me can't even breath!!!

I think he is going to break the promise as he promised me before,he said there are too many lies between this relationship.

I cry and cry, but the consequence is still the same, that is a fact, but nobody choose to accept it. He say i'm a trickster, which spoilt the relationship. The sweetness is going to be forgotten, he makes me feel that we are going to end the relationship. He is no longer available...

I miss everything, i miss the warmth, just unforgettable... but he never know it... he say it is a lie toooo. I scare to contact him, but i wish him will contact me, I just want to know what is really going on, what will be happen in this relationship, what is his feeling, even just a lie, i also want to know it.

He need a few days to think, but i can guess what will be happen soon, i know what he is going to do soon, nothing i can change it.

Actually i got many things want to tell him, no more chances i think... He say he never know what am i thinking now, because i choose to tell him soon, just something happen on that Wednesday, the trouble stop my actions...

Too much memories in this relationship, I recall those sweet and sad memories everynight, what i have done for him, he never know... How much I appreciate him or his presents, he also never know.

My heart so pain when i saw the presents,I wish he knows...

I wish he will contact me...
I wish he miss me...
Iwish he can hear me...
I wish he won't forget me...
I wish he can still remember the promises...
I wish everything will be ok soon...
And many and many...

but

I know he is going to leave, to leave me alone ever...