Recently i'm very busy, keep doing things, my homework, part time jobs, and take care of my pain. These all make me don't have other time to think other things.
I still remember that last time a person who is very important in my heart told me something,the person said:" DO whatever is happy to yourself, don't do it for others.", these words are always in my mind, it is important for me.
During the Christmas night, a guy text me, he wrote," I know you are not really happy now, why you want to pretend that you are really happy in front of me?" That time i ask myself," DO I really happy now? Or Should I have to happy now?" I have no answer since that night.
I never realize that what have I done before were is for others, but not mine. Even friends, family and also boyfriend. I did much for everyone, but never for me. Since that day the person told me this, i only keep thinking about this problem.
Do I happy now? I really don't know... But some feelings will never go away, until the end.
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