I wish...

Today is not my day. Even though I have been going out with Michelle for lunch today, it still cant change my mood.

Last few days, there was some misunderstanding happened between me and family, and my dad not allowed me to go back during my birthday weekend. That's mean I have to stay back for my lonely birthday. Yea, I'm crying for it.

No other choices for me.What should I do then? Birthday maybe not really a big day, but I really don't want to stay here alone. 

Is there any ideas to help me? I've been waiting for so long, from the that day I came back, I thought I just need to suffer for these 3 weeks, but now...

Even after assignment dued, I don't think I will smile again.

I don't understand why people can't feel how much I miss Penang. 

I can give up any celebration and present to get to go home,

the important thing is go home.

I just ever request for once to go back on my birthday, but why there is not allowed? Just only once...

The only one thing to make me feel happy now is not tell me what you are going to present me, but it is let me go home...

I wish... I really can go home...