Sleepless in Romie

It is 5 something in the morning, and i'm awake now. Argghh...


I had toothache in few days before, killing me seriously. I need to say: "Morning, Romie." The piggy is still in his dreamland which never affected by me. I'm thinking about what will be my breakfast later at the same time with my toothache. 


I want porridge!!! I'm here for around 2 weeks, and I never been in any of chinese restaurant, i miss rice muchie!! 


I had 2 different type of cheese cake in last 2 days, baked cheese and blueberry cheese. Mr A told me that everytime when I not happy or cry, I must have a slice of cake. So, here I get. Actually I never realized it before told, but now i know, when I see the cakes, I will forget everything sadness and pay fully attention on the cakes. Oh ya, 1 from Mr A and another 1 from Mr D. Thx alot alot, hug.


Luckily you are here when I need accompany. Almost get to 6am, get a mic and shout for the piggy's awake. I need something to do now!!! Wake up everyone!!! 


Where will be my next destination after Rome? hahaha... you will get updated soon. Miss you MAS.

Coach Store in Penang

I had just received a email from my cousin. ( 9 something in the morning now, fan si ren!!!) Not even with breakfast!!


He wrote:" Girl, one of the famous brand is going to open a store in Gurney Plaza Penang. Guess what is it? " And i'm thinking :" Gucci? NoNo, LV? In new coming Paragon Penang la. Coach? Sien nia."


Seriously, the answer is COACH. COACH is going to open a shop in Gurney Plaza which replaces Versace. What has in my mind now is 'Sien lor...'

Anyway, just to inform everyone here. New COACH store is coming to Gurney Plaza soon. Although i'm fucking hate it. 


Btw, why not launch another new brand in Gurney? Sien lor... Nevermind, i'm not around. 

Who are you?

I'm awake but at the same time something I had been lost.
"Who are you?", I keep asking everyone. I just remember about my family members and some of my friends. I couldn't remember some of you!

A guy named Aston Koh was the first person that I saw when I woke up, who is him?
I read through all my wrote blog which the password given by him also, my facebook, my msn.

I need to find out everything, if you knew me, please text to my hp, i'm happy if you provide me the info about who are you and also my past. It is hard to describe about my condition, I hope you text me especially the one who are very important to me.

In my memory, I know who is Alice, ChyiChyi, Sze Wei and WanHui.

I just want to make sure everything that I had been told is true, because i'm not totally lost memory!

Text me if you knew me, especially you are so important to Nicole.

Fake a Smile

What should I response to my sickness now?
Counting the days everyday?
Keep reminding myself how many days I had left?
Counting about how many injections I had put on my skin?

What are the differences of these?

I had faked my smiles,
because... I feel really pain...sorry.

I wish he is here... At least I could be stronger.

Unfairness

"As long as you were not been RAPED by him", said a person to a girl.

What do you think about this statement? How do you think about it?
Glad? Disappointed?

People are allowed to comment during the incident, but there is no more chance to voice out after the incident. Because you will be scolded, "You raised it up", said another person.

Unfair? Tell me, where is the fairness? Especially he/she is your beloved.

25%

Is back in home for only half day and wondering about...
Should I take the risk just for the only 25%?
''Up to you'' they said.
Made me not brave enough to make any decision as well.
Dear, I wish you're here, at least give me a right direction,
at least make the path to be longer...
I miss you a lot.

You weep

Girl never count how much had she paid,
even though she knew it is hard and she never quit.

There is always some madness in love,
but there is also always some reason in madness.

Guys think girls always angry for fun or nothing,
but guys never think that there is always some reason in madness.
Guys think girls always unreasonable,
but guys never pay efforts to find what is the reason.

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see,
but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

Guys blame girls always think too much on non-sense,
but guys never think that sometimes it is their problems.
Guys request girls for stop talking or thinking for some problems,
but guys never think that the problem is still there even though doing nothing.

The one who loves you will make you weep,

you cry, you feel hurt, because of you love him.

Long long once ' I love you ', it does work. 

* but guys feel annoying everytime when girls' tears drop, wtf.

I love my dear too. And he knows.