08/05/12

There are too long which we never hang out, here we go...

It's a little bit update of us...

He is my SuperMan

# I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me#

And I do found mine...^^

Appearance : Bahaviour

Wondering about am I getiing older and older? Time flies, everything just keeps on changing day by day, again, I'm wondering...

Look at this pls... 

No. 1

No.2

No. 3

 No. 4

No. 5 ?? Still Pending...

 Which one is nicer? I'm asking myself, but still no answer...haha

These were how I get changes starting from Jan 2011, at this middle of year 2011, I had just realized that appearance is not the most important thing in my life, the first will be how are you going to behave yourself.

You will get old once, but the behaviour will just make you get more mature in future. 

Why must I care so much? Just do whatever I like, as long as i'm happy and no more regrets... That's it.

A Date with Ivana, 04062011

I had a wonderful weekend with my beloved in Kayelle. 

 On the way...

It has been long time never meet my babe, i was so excited about the date. 

Shopping non-stop, from Mid Valley to The Gardens, all sales and sales, because of Agong's birthday. * Wondering why I couldn't get this offer during my birthday as well.^^

Oh ya, look at this please friends...

 This stupid juice cost me RM 11.80.

The most expensive fresh juice I had ever!!!

Don't look at the price please, cheating you!!!

By the way, what to do right? Since I bought it without asking price, so I couldn't blame anyone. 

We bought lots...^^ without thinking. *But these 2 packs are from Mr K & Mr A.

We spend to reduce stress, but how I know I feel more stress after get the bills. Hahaha... When we realized that our purse are getting thiner, it was just too late..

Dinner at Italiannies The Gardens.

Classic Pizza.. Yum yum

 * The Mango Shake is damn nice.

* The services are too bad, same to the crews!! But the food damn nice.

The feeling was too nice, but time flies... I couldn't stay back with her in the following days, I will miss her always.

A meaningful trip which let me felt warm and cheerful, it was short but at least I know I'm not alone when I need somebody else.

I gonna miss you, Ivana... Love.

2011, Newly Year

Okay, CNY is ended, holiday is following as well, back to reality now... A brand new year been started since half and a month ago, everyone is back to his/her position. 


2010 was not a good year, in my memory, I just left half year memories which is starting from July or August... The people, the things that I met before it, couldn't get back into my mind.


Maybe I should let it go and look forward, a brand new year which means to restart our life. We might did something wrong in previous year, now is the time for us to make correction and make it better. 


Memory is a tool to enhance and beautify our life, make life more meaningful. However, daddy said, it's doesn't matter with I have it or not, because I can grab everything into my mind starting from now. You can look up, down, right or left but never look backward... Hahaha^^

Erm... This CNY I was quite busy, so... will update the photos next time... (I know this photo look damn emo.)

Gonna miss you all...

Especially my dearest A and K... Thanks for being around, I'm on my way. Loves.

Tired of dreaming.

I'm tired seriously, while i'm stepping into next level of life, where are my choices? I couldn't find my way...

I'm tired, it's so hard to force myself of being this; I'm tired again, it's so easy to get back into that memories as well...

Used to be this, hard to be that... But i'm tired.

I should stop being this, and start to be that... Need to stabilize my life... 


Stop partying every night, stop all those bad habits, I want a normal life, a simple and happy life... it seems easy, but I know it's hard to maintain.

However...
 
Holidays gonna end gonna back soon, i'm wondering is there any chances? And i'm wondering too is that an ending as well? 

he mights don't know, but everything just sealed on my deepest heart, couldn't let go easily...
After get back to NYC, everything here will be just a dream... Again, he mights don't know, but I think i'm in love with him...


I pray and pray... I know it's still a dream at last... Better face the truth, rather than wiping up the tears in the late night.


It is just too exhausted... I need a hug and pls hug me tightly... At least I can feel you when I'm still here...

Family, Penang, Malaysia

Can I just keep staying in Malaysia? 

I miss Malaysia, I miss Penang so much... I miss my besties so much...

Or this is what should i say --->> I love my family.