Tired of dreaming.

I'm tired seriously, while i'm stepping into next level of life, where are my choices? I couldn't find my way...

I'm tired, it's so hard to force myself of being this; I'm tired again, it's so easy to get back into that memories as well...

Used to be this, hard to be that... But i'm tired.

I should stop being this, and start to be that... Need to stabilize my life... 


Stop partying every night, stop all those bad habits, I want a normal life, a simple and happy life... it seems easy, but I know it's hard to maintain.

However...
 
Holidays gonna end gonna back soon, i'm wondering is there any chances? And i'm wondering too is that an ending as well? 

he mights don't know, but everything just sealed on my deepest heart, couldn't let go easily...
After get back to NYC, everything here will be just a dream... Again, he mights don't know, but I think i'm in love with him...


I pray and pray... I know it's still a dream at last... Better face the truth, rather than wiping up the tears in the late night.


It is just too exhausted... I need a hug and pls hug me tightly... At least I can feel you when I'm still here...

因為愛

 Although I don't really understand what it is talking about, but i wish to share with you


Something really from my deep heart...


有些事情 我也說不明白
想和你在一起 為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱 也害怕失敗
但有你的笑容 就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛

有些事情 我也說不明白
想和你在一起 為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱 也害怕失敗
但有你的笑容 就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛
*Copy from  erm...don't know which website. Haha...

Everything just because of LOVE...

I'm great

Have a great time with my buddies which from Malaysia this evening... Yea..I did enjoy the time with them seriously.

Okay,let's back to my life. Party non stop everyday, but I know how to take care of myself, please don't worry..

Look at the photo please, i'm great here... really. So, ANYONE who wanna come for visiting, please cancel it... thx

Yea,that's you... you should know who you are...

I'm talking bullshit here,okay,i should get back to my house party now...

However,i'm gonna fly to another places tomorrow,you will never know where I will be..

Cheer... As my friend said "Enjoy your life",I will always remember it.

I'm trying...

Random

Just back from Above & Beyond, headed to Sixty 9 after landed in Penang. I'm tired!!!

And been waited for more than 45 mins just for Balik Pulau 'FAMOUS' Laksa, and it is not nice at all, wtf!!! Aston Koh!!! Stop wasting my time!!!


I need to rest seriously.

Italy vs New Zealand, of course I will support Italy.

I wish i'm there right now. Yup, i'm dreaming.

Fighting

Fighting for my sickness recently, everyday medicine and treatment, but here comes another high fever...FML.

However, don't worry, everything goes well (I think).

No photos sharing for Italy!!! Just attached with 2 photos that taken months ago. Sorry, will update la!

Although I couldn't remember, but I hope I could once a day, because I don't want any part to be blanked in my memory.

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Opss, I gonna off for dinner preparation at Rasa Sayang. I think I need to take a nap first, there is sure another after party plan, I'm freaking tired la!!!


Love,
Ms N

The Sire Museum

I was at The Sire Museum last Saturday with dear and eldest bro. To have a pre-birthday celebration with both of them. 

How lucky there are, both of them were born in 22 February. 

These are the dishes.

We were late which we supposed to reach around 7.30pm. Damn jam!!! 

And, we enjoyed the food and environment and almost forget about Kek Lok Si after dinner, hahaha...

Unfortunately, there are not allowed to take photo, too many antiques in this Museum. 

Happy 21st Birthday to my dear, I always love you...

Ms Ribenna

Everyone said Chinese New Year (CNY) must 'Ang ang ang', means all RED la. So, I had dyed my hair into red also. Purple red!!! 

It is totally same with Ribenna's color. I think I should change my name now. wtf

I think I need some time to adapt it. It is not like totally can't accept, just it takes time. hahaha... 

This is my story, and I heard one of my besties said that she also went for hair cut, but she cried. Because of cut until toooooo short already. Seriously she cried. Hahaha... Don't cry la babe. 

So, both of us, temporary have no photos to show. Give us some time please...

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Another story, I went to Thaipusam celebration last Saturday with dear and friends.

Everyone brought a PROFESSIONAL DSLR except me, because it is too heavy for me, I left my Babie D 90 at home. Btw, they really looked so PRO!!! However, I haven't see the photos which taken by them. Hehe...

Taken by dear, I know it looks funny. I don't why he can get this photo.

Damn hot the weather, look at me, what did I wore, the weather was killing me, even now. After it, we went to somewhere which provides air-con, tada.... Coffee Island. Swt, seriously, Nicole anti this cafe. 

My friend was busy+ing to play iPhone's game. Me and dear, nothing to do, so... simply take photossss....

Look at him, smile so fake. Lol...

It will be CNY after 2 more weeks, happy or unhappy, I also don't know... Dear tell me please... You still owed me somethings.

p/s: wish my red hair will look much better after today... hope I can adapt it ASAP!