Tired of dreaming.

I'm tired seriously, while i'm stepping into next level of life, where are my choices? I couldn't find my way...

I'm tired, it's so hard to force myself of being this; I'm tired again, it's so easy to get back into that memories as well...

Used to be this, hard to be that... But i'm tired.

I should stop being this, and start to be that... Need to stabilize my life... 


Stop partying every night, stop all those bad habits, I want a normal life, a simple and happy life... it seems easy, but I know it's hard to maintain.

However...
 
Holidays gonna end gonna back soon, i'm wondering is there any chances? And i'm wondering too is that an ending as well? 

he mights don't know, but everything just sealed on my deepest heart, couldn't let go easily...
After get back to NYC, everything here will be just a dream... Again, he mights don't know, but I think i'm in love with him...


I pray and pray... I know it's still a dream at last... Better face the truth, rather than wiping up the tears in the late night.


It is just too exhausted... I need a hug and pls hug me tightly... At least I can feel you when I'm still here...

Family, Penang, Malaysia

Can I just keep staying in Malaysia? 

I miss Malaysia, I miss Penang so much... I miss my besties so much...

Or this is what should i say --->> I love my family.

因為愛

 Although I don't really understand what it is talking about, but i wish to share with you


Something really from my deep heart...


有些事情 我也說不明白
想和你在一起 為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱 也害怕失敗
但有你的笑容 就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛

有些事情 我也說不明白
想和你在一起 為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱 也害怕失敗
但有你的笑容 就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛
*Copy from  erm...don't know which website. Haha...

Everything just because of LOVE...

I'm great

Have a great time with my buddies which from Malaysia this evening... Yea..I did enjoy the time with them seriously.

Okay,let's back to my life. Party non stop everyday, but I know how to take care of myself, please don't worry..

Look at the photo please, i'm great here... really. So, ANYONE who wanna come for visiting, please cancel it... thx

Yea,that's you... you should know who you are...

I'm talking bullshit here,okay,i should get back to my house party now...

However,i'm gonna fly to another places tomorrow,you will never know where I will be..

Cheer... As my friend said "Enjoy your life",I will always remember it.

I'm trying...

Drive safe

When I was driving on the bridge, everything comes out in my mind...which is the accident, made everything gone...



Feel so regret, feel so remorse, I blame myself...I totally cannot overcome it.



I never tell, and never voice up to explain my mistake. This is the fact that couldn't be changed. Everything just had sealed on my heart forever...



Drive safe please all my friends, I don't want to lost anyone of you..

Yea, I still crying in the middle of the night, even though it had been happened in 2 weeks ago...




p/s: Babe, i miss you... How I wish you are here right now...

Magic Mouse

I hate Magic Mouse!!!

'It tracks with precision on nearly every surface?', 'Magic Mouse uses powerful laser tracking that’s far more sensitive and responsive on more surfaces than traditional optical tracking' (Apple, 2010) But I can't even track it on glasses . Or should be still on a mousepad...


It costs me RM 229!!!


It's nice to be a mobile phone, but not for a mouse, PERHAPS. XD


Maybe I should say, I don't like Magic Mouse, but not I hate it.

Random

Just back from Above & Beyond, headed to Sixty 9 after landed in Penang. I'm tired!!!

And been waited for more than 45 mins just for Balik Pulau 'FAMOUS' Laksa, and it is not nice at all, wtf!!! Aston Koh!!! Stop wasting my time!!!


I need to rest seriously.

Italy vs New Zealand, of course I will support Italy.

I wish i'm there right now. Yup, i'm dreaming.