Agonisingly

The time keeps running every moment, we can't even stop it.

My friend told me something last night, he said that our result will be released on this incoming Monday=18 May 2009. Yes, I wanted to know it desperately, but when I knew this news, I felt shocked, it is too fast for me, I mean the date.

I so scare that I can't graduate and can't continue my studies. My insomnia has been started since the accident, and now i'm worrying about my result some more, it makes me sleepless, definitely killing me.

I really so worry about it, I try don't to think about it, I watched tv, washed my car, help my gmum do something, it all are trying to forget the pressure or even just want to reduce a little bit of it.

Please don't fail me, as long as give me Grade C can already. I just wish to pass only.

I know even how much i worry now, I also can't change the results, but I still scare. I think what i need to do right now is enjoy my holiday, relax my mind and prepare for my future. Yea, add oil!!!

GOD, bless me please, and also all my friends, anyone who will be graduated in this May. My lovely GOD, may all of us can graduate after the result released, may all the lucks are by our side.

Good luck to all my friends and also my self.

Bb