Saturday, May 30, 2009

Sealed

I know I have to give up, forget all the grows with him.

When i woke up this morning, he appeared in my mind, together with all the sweet memories. My tears dropped with missing him. No one can help me get out from this.

I miss him, who is so far away from me, no chance to make us closer. I made this tragedy happened, remorse but useless, his family will never forgo the forgiveness.

He always come to me, talked to me, smile with me. It is a dream I know, at least I saw him.

I still remember, before he gone, he said," please take good care of yourselves, smile when i'm not here, I can't be with you always, what I want is just only your smile. "

Tears dropped again with a heavy hug, wished to replay the life. However, he still left me after a few minutes. My tee with his blood, but I never scare, because it touched to my skin, will be sealed on it, together with me always.

"You always the important to me" he said. Yea, I know!!! But I treated him badly.

I missed many good things in my life, especially him. No matter where am I, I will still miss him. Maybe I will not show, but he is still always inside my deepest heart, never disappear... I think he will be the same too, watching me in the heaven, and pray for me.

To be continued...
Bb

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