What have you did for your dad before?

Did you all still remember this movie? " I'm not stupid too.", Singapore movie, directed by Jack Neo. It is really a meaningful and educated movie.

I'm sick today, supposed I should go to KL with my dear and his family, but i rejected them when everything was planning well. Because I got my own reasons. Very sorry to them.

As I said that i'm sick today. Turn it on the Astro after i woke up, I saw this movie is playing, and i watched it while i'm resting with doing nothing and waiting for my dear's call.

I cried when it played till certain parts. It was because of one sentence," What have you did for your dad before?" one of the actors said.

I asked myself, " What have I did for my dad before?" I think and think, there is nothing I did for him. Yes, I'm a selfish daughter. I'm so remorse.

Dad, he did a lot of things for me before, uncountable. But I always blame him, its all bull shits for me. And made him so disappointed. Sometimes both of us might get wrong, but he will just blame me as well, so I felt unfair.

Today, I realized that I was wrong. He advised me a lot when I get troubles. But i treated it as a scold. " We never finished when we lose, we finished when we quit." said my dad. Yes, I agree with these words.

Maybe it was because of his tone, so i treat his advise as scold. I know he love me so much, but i'm just too bad, never try to understand his feeling.

Did you ever said one word " Sorry" to your dad? Maybe some of the people they did it. But I can tell you, I never say it out. Even I did a huge mistake. Actually it is just a simple word, but I don't know why, I just can't say it.

I miss the moments that I together with my parent last time. Although it was just once per week, but it was enough for me. They are getting busy and busy everyday, I can't even talk to them once per week. No matter how i miss it now, it still useless, because I never try to appreciate it before.

Respect and care are the things we can do for them right now. It takes time, I know. But as long as we try, then they will happy. Trust me.

Let me give you an idea, when you feel that your dad or mom is scolding you, and don't even understand your feeling, that go and watch this movie, it helps a lot. And you might understand my feeling now. It is really works.

Appreciate now, to prevent regret in future.

FAMILY

= Father And Mother I Love You.

By the way, I miss my dear so much, although he just left me for few hours. Hope Sunday will be coming faster, I miss his hugs. I love my dear too. XD

Bb.