Goodbye Penang

Goodbye Penang... I will miss 'YOU' everyday...

I'm at Subang right now, drove alone to this strange city, it might knows me, but I don't know it. I have to stay at here for 2 years, although I can still go back to Penang as well.

Wait...

I want to shout out something here, I miss my lovely dear so much!!! I even started to miss dear after I went back from dear's house this morning. I do miss him so much!!! I used to stick with dear everyday, but now.... I'm leaving, I don't know how he feels right now.

I cried heavily this few days, my days fulled with activities these days, because dear knew that i'm going to leave, so... he just want me to catch all the sweet memories with him. I can feel it, thanks dear so much, I love him much much too. XD

Thanks for dear's efforts, St. Anne, QE II... I really enjoy it.

I'm wondering whether tonight I can sleep or not, because of this strange city. I bring dear's tee to Subang actually, just like he is always around me... hehe... I'm crazy. haha

It is a complicated feeling, hard to explain right now. I just know that I miss my dear so much. I wish he is around me right now. I know he cried last night after QE II and this morning, I just feel that i'm selfish enough, left him alone at Penang.

But... just now dear told me," as long as we love each other can already." Yes, i agreed. He never talk to me in this way, this is the first time. So i really can feel how he feels right now, just...same with me actually.

Dear!!! I love you no matter what!!! I hope you don't break the promises, I will sad if you do so. Wait me okay?? Muacksss....