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The sixth day to be a Taylorian. Sounds not bad, but it is really stressful. I'm sick now, as I told you all last night, fever, flu, vomit, nose bleeded... All came along. But dear is at Singapore right now, can't even accompany me to chat too much in msn.

Yesterday we argued, I know there is something. Because of my pain actually, I don't want to go clinic, that's why... Actually I scare about H1N1 also.

My Taylor's tee
Look nicer than Tarc a lot!!!

My face looked very 'chan', sick jor, no choice. Have to smile in front of camera. Hahaha...

I miss dear. But I feel that he is so cool to me these day, I know he cares me, but he is using the wrong way.

Once I see the black pearl which is wearing on my neck, I will forget how we misunderstood each other, is it good for me?? The feeling is totally different with few days before, I mean when I just reached Subang. I'm totally down, no way to let me release my emotion.

I always trust that dear is always support me, but now my confident is getting lesser and lesser, down and unsafe are how I feel now.

Dear, you promised that we won't argue anymore right? We must put some effort on it okay? I don't want to cry anymore. People always say ' homesick ', but.... I think I get ' Boyfriend-sick '. Can dear really feels it?? I have no answer...

I love my dear, it is a fact...


Bb