Sunday, August 9, 2009

I still came back.

I just came back from Penang, feel bad now. I don't really like Subang actually, thinking to go back on this coming weekend secretly ( without notice by parent ).

The thing was happened again, I cried before, when, after I left, on dear's shoulder and chest. My tears dropped, together with family problems. Why I must come back early? I don't like to stay at Subang!!! I just want to keep more time in Penang. But they never understand.

My heart broken, I know dear heard it, it is painful for me, same to dear.

On the way to Subang just now, I was thinking something negative, related to dear, I know I shouldn't do it, but I really feel unsafe.

Dear, don't just let go whatever you promised me, I will sad. My heart is broken, it can't be broken for 1 more time.

We keep our promises, because I love him no matter what.


I miss dear a lot.

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