I'm sick again, I hate it. I feel that the viruses always around me all the while.
This is the first time i cried not because of homesick or miss dear. I cried when on the way back to hostel. Sweaty on my body, feel not well at all.
Sick then I will cry, because i feel suffer, and I'm alone. But dear don't understand this, he just thought that I like to cry. I'm not. He wants me to go and see doctor, but i'm alone. Not I don't want, just I have no energy. Why he can't get what I mean?
I'm so sad, he just want me to take MC, keep thinking of my attendance. When I at Penang, everything is running well; but when i came back to Subang, everything is going wrongly.
I have to face everything alone, even I tell dear, he also can do nothing, just keep talking some non sense, I still need to do it by myself at last.
That's why I cry, even now.
This is the first time i cried not because of homesick or miss dear. I cried when on the way back to hostel. Sweaty on my body, feel not well at all.
Sick then I will cry, because i feel suffer, and I'm alone. But dear don't understand this, he just thought that I like to cry. I'm not. He wants me to go and see doctor, but i'm alone. Not I don't want, just I have no energy. Why he can't get what I mean?
I'm so sad, he just want me to take MC, keep thinking of my attendance. When I at Penang, everything is running well; but when i came back to Subang, everything is going wrongly.
I have to face everything alone, even I tell dear, he also can do nothing, just keep talking some non sense, I still need to do it by myself at last.
That's why I cry, even now.
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