Final decision

Finally I made the decision, I don't know it is good or not, someone told me," since you already made the decision, please don't get affected by others anymore." Thats why I made this as my final decison.

Dear keeps calling me go to KL, to find what I really want. You know what? Girl is always more sensibility, dear just asks me to find what I want, but...he never told me that what he wants on me. I don't know whether he wants me to go or not, because he never told me...

Last one,

Actually I wanted to go for dear's convocation, but he just asked me to stay at home. I know I can't. I don't want to miss this memorable day with dear. As his girlfriend, I think I should go, but should I listen to him and stay at home?

I don't think I can stay at home even though I don't attend the convocation. I'm sad anyway...