Busy but relax.

Last few days, we have our lunch at Dragon-i. Last Friday, we ate at Canton-i. Hehehe...

The food the quite nice, and the service also not bad. I like it. We went queensbay while waitin for Soon Hee's flight, he was coming back for our convocation.

Actually the flight was landed at 8.20pm, but... something happened there, I mean the airline. The flight delayed to 12.50am, WTF!!!

Then we have our dinner slowly at Canton-i. XD

Canton-i

Me ~ Nicole

Dear's mum & Me

Our drinks (don't know what tea), but quite nice.

Dear agree too.XD

Tasting tasting

My dinner ~ Char Xiu rice

Dear and bro's dinner (Mee)

Koay Kak (in hokkien)

Super nice Tat.

Tongue with tea

Say good

Acting again

Look at the conditions (只限周日/weekdays only)

Please la, 周日is not weekdays.

Look at the yellow things, don't know what is that.

We reached airport after dinner around 10 something at night. I was gastric!!! Having Mcdonald's at airport.

Swine flu, do some protections first.
With mask.

I'm acting happy in the cold environment.

Say no to H1N1

Our little food and drinks.

But with lots of sugar and creamer. hahaha

While waiting. Around 11 something.

Posing again ~ my lovely dear.

We all slept at 3 something in the morning, around that time. Fucking tired. Its just like a busy but relax life. Erm.... what am I talking about? Stupid la me.


End my post here.

Bb. Love.

Spend and spend

We watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Wow!!! It is so nice. Although I fell asleep in the cinema, because of headache and they keep fighting anyway. I just remember : OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!! Transformers!!!" Hahahaha...

And... The cinema is fucking cold, can't even make me concentrated on this super nice movie. And, so hard to book the movie tickets!!!

Actually the purpose of yesterday to Penang was to settle down my college stuff. But, lets shun bian watch movie lah... Hahaha....

p/s: The Taylor's College's consultant is too proud, I don't like the way he treated us. I wanted to complain, even dear also beh tong!!!

On the way to Queensbay

We have our lunch in Dragon-i around 4 somthing, I know it was late (abit).

While waiting for our foodsss.

Snack

Dear & Xiao Long Bao

Nicole is acting cute.

Xiao Long Bao

Ma La Tan Tan Mee (I think so)

Fried black pepper chicken Ramen

Enjoy our lunch there in the cloudy day. So nice, I hope... erm... everyday will be like this, no worries, no stress, just enjoy the life. Argh!!!! Wake up please Nicole!!!! Stop dreaming.

Btw, I bought dresses at MNG and Forever 21. And.... A heels at Nose. Spent me almost RM 300. WTF.

To dad and dear,
I promise I won't simply spend again, perhaps it is just saja want to buy la. I will try to control my purse, I will try my best. Trust me!!! XD

p/s: I'm waiting for my Coach whistlet from Singapore tomorrow. Can't wait to see it. And... Thanks my dear so much, I love you, muacks.


End my post here.
Bb

Final decision

Finally I made the decision, I don't know it is good or not, someone told me," since you already made the decision, please don't get affected by others anymore." Thats why I made this as my final decison.

Dear keeps calling me go to KL, to find what I really want. You know what? Girl is always more sensibility, dear just asks me to find what I want, but...he never told me that what he wants on me. I don't know whether he wants me to go or not, because he never told me...

Last one,

Actually I wanted to go for dear's convocation, but he just asked me to stay at home. I know I can't. I don't want to miss this memorable day with dear. As his girlfriend, I think I should go, but should I listen to him and stay at home?

I don't think I can stay at home even though I don't attend the convocation. I'm sad anyway...

Tell me.

Today i cried heavily, in front of dear. I never let this thing happen in front of dear, but today i did it. I can't hide the stupid feeling anymore, it is just likes killing me.

I'm going to leave my home, the place which i stayed for almost 20 years. Actually i'm considering still, whether to stay or leave, but... everyone is asking me to leave. I can't get the final answer still right now, it is about 4 days after I received the confirm.

I'm sad, i'm facing the problem alone, and dear or dear's family, but not mine. I feel lonely all the while. My dad just signs on the paper when I filled the form and pay for the payments, these are what will he do.

I don't want to alone now, I need someone to talk to, I need someone to tell me what should I do, Where should i stay, but dear just madding on what am I thinking, "it is just too much for me,"dear said.

Dear is going to Ipoh tomorrow morning with his buddies. I have no plan for tomorrow, stay at home as usual.

Don't know why, I always feel that i'm not so important to dear, his buddies always be the first for him. Although he did alot of things for me still, but if really compare to them, I still loss.

I like to cry, just like stress out all my emotion. But guys don't like, it is just too childish for them. For girls, cry is the only way to release. Guys will never understand. Guys!!! Please don't angry when you see girls crying, you all never cry when you meet the troubles, it doesn't mean girls can't do!!!

Emo signal

As i said, when I put this picture as my msn display, it means i'm sad or crying. I think everyone know it.

I'm crying now, because something is hurting me. My heart broken a minute ago.

Crying quietly in the dark corner.

Out of idea.

I'm thinking about what to blog today, I don't know what am I trying to do. I started to blog at the noon just now, but now is 11 something at night, I still out of idea.

I feel so 'fan' these days, keep thinking of the colleges, which one i should choose? Where I should stay? It is so annoying. Maybe I should discuss about this here.

I need to consider for so many things, that's why so agonising. I can't think anything right now, out of function. Just hard to breath too.

Tell me, what should I do right now? I need a direction now.

Blahblahblah..... Going insane soon.... "sigh"


xoxo

15th June 2009

Outing outing!!! After I finished the scary movie with dear, we met Justin and WeiChen(WC) at Gurney. They also just finished their gym.

After have our dinner at BBQ Chicken, we head to play pool, and I was the only girl. Hahaha...

WC~Concentrating

Dear~ Posing

Nicole (me) & Justin

The only girl is concentrating too.

Me~ Not bad. XD

Focus on me please.

We went to UPR after pool. A new bistro reopen called " LOOK Bistro".

Me & Jo

Me~ what a stupid pose...

Justin & Jo

Hoegaarden vs Carlsberg, I love Hoegaarden more, so nice...

WC & his nephew(Zhe)

Me & Zhe ~ so cute

A boy who is just 6 years old, i guess, appeared in front of a bistro which is full with liquors, Although he was just had a sky juice there. XD

That's all for today.

Bb

Babie D90

I have been long time never touch my babie D90. Something went wrong today, I take it up and simply catch everything.

My uncle said I have to talk more to my babie D90, means more communication with it, otherwise it won't come out any nice photos. XD

Actually I took many photos today, but don't why, i feel that today is not my day. Hahaha.... Maybe babie D90 is too heavy for me, make me not so comfortable. Sorry, I know it is just my excuse.

A young plant for 1 type of flowers. ( Don't know what name)

A beautiful dry leaf

For me, it is beautiful la. I like this photo, a special feeling.

Nicole with Babie D90

Since i'm so free recently, I will try to take more nice photos to share with you all. Give me some time please.... I'm just a beginner.